i am SOOOOOOOOOO tired ok!i only slept for 1 hr last night! at like 10+ aaron sam chin and alv came, and they brought LOTS of food... thanks you guys! and den abt half an hour later the da boyz came too... and den we were like all roaming arnd and slacking and watching shrek 2 and playing com and chatting abt crap until 235. kors frens came too... den we watched the match which wasnt really tt great and im like qt sad tt greece won... but not realy sad lah cos i dun really like portugal either lah!den after tt alv drove some of them home. timmo andre aaron and i were in the entertainment room and we played cards till like 7 den we played truth or dare till like 8+ and DEN we finally slept haha... it was qt fun lah! they are really really lame esp TIMMO hu is liek the funiest person ever haha... he and his obsesion with anus fur... like wad the crap haha... and we woke up at 9 liddat to order breakfast haha... esmond was in my sisters room with ting and they slept more than us i think haha... so they came to wake us up... they woke up when we fell asleep! haha... lame.truth or dare with timmo is the ultimate mst funny thing ever haha... the only thing u can ask him abt is his anus or his shit haha... hes super gross ok... gives alot of vivid descriptions tt we DIDNT want to hear! anyway after breakfast den esmond and ting left and the rest of us watched 50 first dates and LXG.timmo was a pig and slept throughout haha... hes really the biggest pig in the world... the only person i know hu sleeps under a mattress instead of on it... and he drooled on our cushion! super gross!at abt 5+ den we left... timmo and aaron came with me to meet my cell pple for dinner and andre went home. i think timmo and aaron think tt our cell pple are mad now haha... timmo was like shocked at the spasticness heh.oh and not surprisingly the PIG slept on the bus too!all in all was qt fun lah!tho i guess there isnt much to do at like midnight in my hse other than watch tv and surf the net haha... sorry to all hu felt bored but TOO BAD!
i guess sometimes i feel abit left out of things.its like in every grp of friends im in i always feel like the third party.i told marcus before and he said it was rubbish but its true lah... i mean in almost all the friendships tt i have its like dat... sometimes i feel tt there must be soemthing wrong in me tt makes pple want to be my fren but yet not want to be tt close? i dunno. maybe tts y i treasure my friendship with dexter so much. its like my only very close friendship where i dont feel that i am extra or something...maybe cos its only the two of us haha. ok nvm. and then its like i want to be closer to some pple but it seems so wierd to have to try to engineer a relationship with someone. soemtimes i think tt i have to make my blog a private blog too... more and more there are pple tt i dont want to read my blog hu do. but yet there is the adage if you have nothing nice to say dun say it at all... but isnt a blog somewhere to air ur greviences with life? haihz. dunno lah...its like sometimes things really get to me and i get really angry or soemthing but i really dont want pple to come and ask me y i said such and such a thing abt them so i end up not writing it even tho i really really want to.maybe its the whole avoidance of issues thing that i seem to do very often haha... oh wells. i dunno... jac:im so glad for you! :) ill be praying for u everyday...keep firm in the faith ok! cos the things of the world may pass away but God will always be there!
oh i want to add somethign abt W&I on sunday. it really affected me qt alot i think... i dunno. ive been struggling with stuff and tt day God just poured out His love and comfort into my heart and i broke down like mad and felt so cleansed after that. its like when u cry because of pain after u cry u feel terrible but when u cry cos God is there and His love and peace is all around, the aftermath is such sweet joy. Thank You Lord for being so gracious to me and knowing when to show Yourself at the times when i need You the most.and its also so humbling...that even though sometimes i may feel that i have it all, that i can do things by myself, when God brings me to my knees in worship for Him its like the joy of being his servant just comes rushing back :)
i love You Jesus
i guess sometimes i feel abit left out of things.its like in every grp of friends im in i always feel like the third party.i told marcus before and he said it was rubbish but its true lah... i mean in almost all the friendships tt i have its like dat... sometimes i feel tt there must be soemthing wrong in me tt makes pple want to be my fren but yet not want to be tt close? i dunno. maybe tts y i treasure my friendship with dexter so much. its like my only very close friendship where i dont feel that i am extra or something...maybe cos its only the two of us haha. ok nvm. and then its like i want to be closer to some pple but it seems so wierd to have to try to engineer a relationship with someone. soemtimes i think tt i have to make my blog a private blog too... more and more there are pple tt i dont want to read my blog hu do. but yet there is the adage if you have nothing nice to say dun say it at all... but isnt a blog somewhere to air ur greviences with life? haihz. dunno lah...its like sometimes things really get to me and i get really angry or soemthing but i really dont want pple to come and ask me y i said such and such a thing abt them so i end up not writing it even tho i really really want to.maybe its the whole avoidance of issues thing that i seem to do very often haha... oh wells. i dunno... jac:im so glad for you! :) ill be praying for u everyday...keep firm in the faith ok! cos the things of the world may pass away but God will always be there!
oh i want to add somethign abt W&I on sunday. it really affected me qt alot i think... i dunno. ive been struggling with stuff and tt day God just poured out His love and comfort into my heart and i broke down like mad and felt so cleansed after that. its like when u cry because of pain after u cry u feel terrible but when u cry cos God is there and His love and peace is all around, the aftermath is such sweet joy. Thank You Lord for being so gracious to me and knowing when to show Yourself at the times when i need You the most.and its also so humbling...that even though sometimes i may feel that i have it all, that i can do things by myself, when God brings me to my knees in worship for Him its like the joy of being his servant just comes rushing back :)
i love You Jesus
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